I got out Daniels phone tonight. I’m not really sure why. Something just told me to get it and I began thumbing through photos and emails and just trying to find pieces of him. He had all of these emails in a folder entitled "funny." They went back for years. Some were from friends of mine and some from colleagues that he worked with. They were hilarious and just brought him back to me. I felt like he was sitting in the living room with me and I could hear his laugh. He gave me laughter tonight and it brought him back to the present. The hurt is still intense. It still takes my breath away. The loss still here. I had a laugh though. And he gave me that. The man I am still madly in love with.
Remember when you want. Grab onto whatever helps you get through the day, which most days feels like an impossible feat.
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Driven by a need to help others. I have known from a young age that this is what I wanted to do. This is my very real, somewhat sarcastic, look into my newfound widowhood. I hope this site will help you as much as it helps me.