I went shopping today at a store that I go to a lot and I had some things to return so I did that and in exchange I paid 4.95 for this pretty nice top. The salesgirl casually said "show that receipt to your husband," I froze for a quick second, smiled and nodded.
I found out this afternoon Lucas' teacher was leaving the daycare and it sent me into a spiral. I felt a deep loss. I yelled at the kids and sent them to their rooms after they dumped an entire bucket of water over the side of the tub and onto the floor on bathroom. I obviously felt guilty, started crying and went to their rooms to apologize.
Reed Asked "what's wrong mommy?" And I said I missed daddy and I needed his help. Lucas said "What do you need his help for?" I know he was going to offer to help me. And I said I need help with you. We all need him. I just sat there and cried and cried, rocking them both and praying for easier times ahead.
Meet the Author (me)
Driven by a need to help others. I have known from a young age that this is what I wanted to do. This is my very real, somewhat sarcastic, look into my newfound widowhood. I hope this site will help you as much as it helps me.